True Life Story: I Regret Being A Side Chick But I Am So Desperate

True Life Story: I Regret Being A Side Chick But I Am So Desperate

Good evening Lively Stones,

Please keep me anonymous. I have a problem. So, I am a desperate final year Pharmacy student.  I actually have an extra year due to some carry over challenges I have been having. My Uncle that was sponsoring my education since my dad died refused to pay for my extra year cos he was disappointed. It was not my fault, I had some difficulties, I almost wanted to quit cos I was having difficulties in some of my courses. Some people advised me to sleep with the lecturers but I refused, that is how I ended up with an extra year.

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My mother has other children she is catering for, so for me to add another burden to her is not fair but I am determined to finish my course no matter what. So, I struggled to raise some money from some friends and family members but accommodation was the only issue. So, I went to school hostel to beg people to accommodate me. No one wanted to accommodate me, so I found a private hostel where I know its safe at least and started sleeping under the staircase, I begged the caretaker to allow me.

It was from there that I met one girl that is studying mass communication, she asked me to come squat in her room. I was so happy. I moved in with her and I tried to make sure I never inconvenience her. The only problem is that this girl is not serious with her studies. She parties alot and smokes weed alot. I tried my best to encourage her to face her studies but she wont listen. I just dont want her to have extra year like me. Another issue is that her boyfriend comes like 3 or 4 times in a week and they are always having s3x.

When they are f$cking, I pretend to be asleep (which is not easy cos they can be very loud)or I go to the common area to read. One day, I got back from class and met the boyfriend in the room. I greeted him. I wanted to have my bath but because he was there, I could not. So, he noticed and offered to go outside. I thanked him. I went to have my bath, I quickly showered and as I was trying to dress up, I heard the door open and the guy came inside. He said he thought I was dressed …I said not yet…I expected him to leave but he stood there.

I was confused….he kept staring at me…I told him to excuse me please…he said why? that after all, I have not thanked him for allowing his girlfriend to squat me. I said sorry…thank you…he said …is this how you say thanks…I tired to open my mouth to say something but I knew what he meant so I stammered…next thing he said was…time to show your appreciation. He locked the door behind him…I kept saying no no no…but he said relax…lets have a good time.

With all my strength…I tried to push him off but he kept over powering me…he said if I resist, he will make sure his girlfriend throw me out…I became scared…the thought of going to sleep under the staircase scared me. So, I told him what if his GF finds out…he said…he wont tell if I dont tell. At this point, I had to let him have his way. The problem with me is that, last year when I had challenges with my academics, s3x was one of the things that I used to indulge in.

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Sleeping with this guy now has awakened that desire in me. The guy was shocked…he said he never knew I was such a freak in bed. Since that day, he has been finding ways to sleep with me…I have been dodging but truth is…I want to also sleep with him ….he has also been so nice to me…hes from a rich home and has money to spend…and you know, things have been very hard for me…the temptation to keep f$cking him is so strong cos of my situation…..

Maybe this guy was divinely sent to me to help me financially (that is what my mind is telling me)….I dont know…yet he keeps saying he wishes he knew me before his girl….if I want to, I am sure I can snatch him totally from my room mate…jeez but I am so scared that I am betraying this girl that accommodated me, someone who never knew me from anywhere. I feel so bad most of the time. I don’t know what to do…should I confess to her….maybe I should tell her that her boyfriend r%ped me.

I don’t know what to do …I really need help…I sometimes think I love s3x too much that it might begin to affect my grades again plus…it may be a matter of time before this girl finds out and send me packing. where will I go to? Please help me, don’t insult me…I am trying to do the right thing that is why I am seeking your advice. I was a good girl before and yet I ended up with extra year, someone said being a good girl does not pay….it actually seems so….many girls here do all kinds of dirty things and still manage to graduate…so may I should stop feeling guilty? My room mate is not an innocent girl, everybody knows that but now I just want to graduate in peace.

Please advice me.

Anonymous

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