True Life Story: How Do I Tell My Husband What Happened At The Estate House Party?

True Life Story: How Do I Tell My Husband What Happened At The Estate House Party?

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Please hide my identity. I need your help please. I cheated on my husband when I attended a house party some weeks back and I feel so terrible that I want to confess but I am afraid that confessing will be the end of my 5 year old marriage. My husband and I are best of friends but he cheated on me in the first year of our marriage which broke my heart but after almost four years later, I can say I finally forgave him and want to move forward.

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Then my husband decided that we move to live on the Island. We got  duplex in one of the gated communities in Lekki. It was a very posh environment and then my husband decided that I stop my office job and stay focused on my business which is professional and wedding make up. I work from home or do home service. Its been good but sometimes I get bored when I dont have any client.

One of the women in my estate then suggested I register in the gym in the estate, just to keep fit & while away time. This sounded like a great idea so I went to sign up for gym classes. But the gym classes seemed to be a place of adult socializing than work out. I witnessed alot of flirting by married women with alot of the guys in the gym. At first I was disgusted by the open flirting but someone explained its also a good place to network and get more clients for my business.

And yes, I met alot of women there who later became my clients. That really boosted my business to the point where I became quite popular in the estate. Then, one lady I met at the gym invited me to her house party where I was contracted to be the official make up artist for all the ladies coming for the party. I arrived on time and went straight to work. Later the host begged me to stay for the party. Everyone was asked to surrender their phones and the party was great. We danced, ate and had mad fun until the games began. Alot of the gym buddies were in the party.

Drinking games, twerking games, and then….truth or dare began and soon, there was touching body parts and soon everyone was drunk and misbehaving. When it was my turn, I was dared to drink a full bottle of whiskey or pay N5M….wow….I have never drunk a full bottle before but that sounded easier than having to cough out N5M….so I gulped a whole bottle and people were cheering me as I drank. Not too long, the effect took in…I was drunk and acting wild like the other ladies.

Then the light was deemed and the TV came on and it was a pornographic movie that was showing. People began to kiss and make out….someone began to touch me and take off my clothes…the feeble attempt I made was not enough…I felt someone’s d*ck behind me and they were already trying to penetrate….I think I saw a married man squeezing my but cheeks….the atmosphere was crazy…there were moaning sounds everywhere. It was a full blown orgy….by this time, the person behind me was fully inside me…I lost control….it was horrible but very lustful.

More drinks were been served….its as if….the waiters who were dressed in bikinis were instructed to make sure everyone was drinking so they would not have their senses for one moment…At some point, I passed out and only woke up hours later. I saw some people still f#cking, some passed out or just chilling or dancing seductively.

I got up, saw I was naked…my bra was ripped off….my undies were lost…I managed to gather myself and went to the bathroom to clean up. Then I went home. When I got home, my husband and kids were already asleep in our bed…my children always sleep in our bed when they miss me or their dad….so I went to shower in the visitor’s room and went to sleep there.

I woke up late next day and had an instant headache. My husband made me hot tea. He felt I was tired from the make up and party but he had no idea what his innocent wife had been up to. Soon as hubby left the house, I quickly went to take the morning after pill I had at home. I have no idea how many people f#cked me that night. I was scared ….I think someone also put drugs in the drinks we had last night cos…my body felt out of my body…do you understand what I mean? Like…I felt so dead but alive at the same time.

And IO started vomiting…I became ill…hubby thought it was food poisoning. I was sick for 3 days. After everything, I could not bring myself to leave my house to face any one in the estate cos I was ashamed. I had no idea who may have f#cked me that night. I was just ashamed. I also stopped taking orders. Now, my husband is wondering why I have not been taking any orders since that day. I told him I need a break but he is worried. He asked me if anything happened at the last job I did? I said no but I am not feeling fine.

I have been feeling overwhelming guilt for many weeks now. I cannot go outside….I feel so terrible. Few days ago, I could not hold back my fear, I started crying cos this whole thing is eating me deep inside. I wanted to confess to my husband.…I went to him but as I opened my mouth, all I could say is….please lets move out of this estate….I was crying and he was alarmed…he kept asking why and why ….and all I could say is, I dont feel happy here…he then asked what happened at the party I went to do make up for?

I tried to say something but the words wouldnt come out…he then asked me…did someone hurt you….I nodded…he said, did they beat you or r@pe you…I burst out crying. Hubby became upset….he said I better say something before he calls in the police. I then burst out crying more and more. The poor man is still asking me what happened and I have no courage to tell him. Do I say to him I was forced? Do I say I was r@ped? By who? How many people? Was I really forced? The alcohol made me a willing participant in that orgy but I never went there with the intention of sleeping with several men.

How do I tell my husband the truth….or should I just tell him I was r@ped and drugged? Either way….this man is going to report to the police but I don’t want him to find out the real truth of what happened that night. Please I need advise on how to handle this matter without hurting my husband or it affecting our marriage.

Today, this woman that hosted the party sent some pictures of the party to our estate whatsapp group, everyone was busy commenting on how much fun was had, some said it was a good team bonding party…there were laughing emojis…normal people would think they were talking about team, bonding and not the crazy s3x that happened…. no one mentioned anything about the s3x that happened later that night…

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Maybe that is what I should do….maybe just shut my mouth and maybe hubby may never find out? Maybe he wont be so mad if he even finds out cos I too have forgiven him for cheating right? Plus, I do not think these estate people will go about exposing what happens in their private parties. Its like, a secret but they all know and keep quiet….maybe I should keep quiet. I only wish my husband would agree to move out of here cos I do not want to run into these women again and I want to stop feeling so guilty ( I have never imagined myself in this kind of situation) and stop crying …I need advise.

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